Abbey and I marked the one year day (Wednesday, 23rd)with a visit to the cemetery in the early AM. We talked of how we felt one year ago, the emotion, the 'where are we today?' mindset, we felt on that specific day. Indeed the day and days afterward felt 'out of body'..We commented on how we thought we would hear, "Cut"..as if this really were an epic movie scene, but of course, it was not... We talked of the celebration service, the many that attended, the outpouring of love..We were and still are humbled. This helped with the healing..no doubt. To hug the many who came was medicinal, therapeutic, unforgettable. We talked of the past 4 to 5 years..the highs, the lows and more. We are still adjusting, but as I have said, I think we are doing OK...Becky would want us to indeed be "OK", to press on, and do our best to celebrate life..We have our not-so-celebratory days..we all do don't we? But we strive to be more alert to just what is before us..We thank God for what we have, and we do look forward to just what lies ahead.
Later in the day, Abbey and I went to one of Becky's favorite restaurants..We closed the day on good remembrance..
Much love to you all..
Bill and Abbey
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